Saturday, 6 March 2010

I've been thinking.....

Why not just let things slide, don't dwell on things that I can't change or make happen? Somethings just take time to change or to make happen, why stress about them?


Diet has been sucking lately, just seems to have stalled. That happens, it's part of life, bumps, road blocks, mind changes make that happen. I am focused on what I need to eat, the little devil sitting on my shoulder screams "cake, chocolate, candy, fries" and the angel on my other shoulder screams "come on bitch keep focused" (not so sweet angel, but I like bitchy angels). I listen to both, they make me sane. The other voices, well they are just there and those I don't listen too. (Yes there are other voices, strange? Maybe not :P)


In the next year or so, depending on my finianical state I hope to make a major change, big life decision and move. Move away from Edmonton, maybe temperarily just to get away from here, and if I like living where I will go, I just may never come back. There is nothing holding me here, nothing at all. I need that change, I've been talking and thinking about it for a couple years now, and I realized that is what I need to do. I am ready to do it, just the pocket book isn't good and of course jobs as well. There is a course I want to take, I am saving up for it, and being on ther west coast (where I want to be) will benefit me taking this course.


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It's Saturday, beautiful sunny 9 degree day. I love Spring, the snow melting, the birds chirping, hearing music from homes and cars with their windows open. The clear blue Alberta sky is a wodnerful thing, and this city is a great place to go out and do things. Marley and I are going to go for a long walk this morning. I've been slacking on the walking this past week, so gotta catch up on it. Hopefully no one will yell at me while we are walking lol Had a great experience last weekend with that.


My weekend is going to be quiet, no real plans, just enjoy my time off work and relax mostly.

Have a good weekend everyone!


Smooches

Bella ♥

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Start looking into jobs now - just see what's out there.

The West coast is your home, Bells.