I am so happy there are only 2 more days left until the weekend. I am in better spirits today, but just look forward to the weekends. I am happy that I got a doc appt for Friday and hopefully my doc can maybe give me some insight on my moods.
I can't wait till thr TO trip, I need a get away from this place, eventhough it will be a short trip it will be nice to go have fun.
I have been OP all week so far, havn't worked out everyday, but have 2 out of 3, so I guess that is better then none!!
Wednesday, 20 February 2008
Tuesday, 19 February 2008
Grumble Grumble
Have you ever felt like you don't know where you are in life?
I am at the point I think. I am single (still) at a job where I love the coworkers, but not the company and not fullfilled with the job and not completely happy with my self on the outside and inside. I have been moody off and on, not sure what is causing it!? I have a feeling it has to do with hormones?? Will see what the doc says when I am able to get in appt.
The more I think about it, I am turning 30 in June and I am not sure yet where I want to be in life........is that weird? I have been thinking....hmmmm......where do I go? what do I want? I will be 30 but I don't know this yet....there has got to be something wrong with me??
Do I need a change? If so, what kind of change? Sell my house and move to a new city, move into a new place and downgrade? Then I think, if I do that then how would I be able to be far from my family?
Where is life supposed to take us?
Am I supposed to just let things happen? Sit back and just go with the flow? How does one figure things out? Where to go for guidence and figure shit out? Can someone please show me the light and just tell me what I am supposed to do? I am confused I think and just don't know!?
(sorry for the the rambling)
SIGH
Jan
I am at the point I think. I am single (still) at a job where I love the coworkers, but not the company and not fullfilled with the job and not completely happy with my self on the outside and inside. I have been moody off and on, not sure what is causing it!? I have a feeling it has to do with hormones?? Will see what the doc says when I am able to get in appt.
The more I think about it, I am turning 30 in June and I am not sure yet where I want to be in life........is that weird? I have been thinking....hmmmm......where do I go? what do I want? I will be 30 but I don't know this yet....there has got to be something wrong with me??
Do I need a change? If so, what kind of change? Sell my house and move to a new city, move into a new place and downgrade? Then I think, if I do that then how would I be able to be far from my family?
Where is life supposed to take us?
Am I supposed to just let things happen? Sit back and just go with the flow? How does one figure things out? Where to go for guidence and figure shit out? Can someone please show me the light and just tell me what I am supposed to do? I am confused I think and just don't know!?
(sorry for the the rambling)
SIGH
Jan
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