Giving my head a shake........

I woke up crazy early this morning (6:30am), showered, did my hair, put my face on, took Marley for a early morning walk, then on I went to Walmart. I went to the newest one in SW Edmonton, lovely store, quiet and never busy no matter what time you go. I loaded up my cart with veggies and healthy choices. NO junk got in my cart.

While shopping I was thinking to my self, why am I being so hard on my self? Why do I give up so easily when I am doing so well? How much money I can save if I don't buy those chips, chocolates, candy??

I've come to the conclusion that I DO deserve to be happy, deserve to be comfortable in my own skin, deserve every good thing that happens to me. Nothing huge has happened to me yet, but I have my own goals to work on, and starting from the moment I am working to towards being happy about my self again. I am tired of going on this weight/mental roller coaster. I don't know why I stop, but all I know is that I have to just give it all I have, because I've come so far already and don't want that weight back on.

Spring is here, what's too look forward too? Gardening, yard work, and walks and more walks and just getting active this year. I am not going to sit around in the house anymore, getting out side and just doing something.

Tonights supper is half a panini bread pizza I made and broccoli slaw and a XL Tim's coffee. YUM!!! The weekend is almost over, tomorrow will be another early rising day, planning my meals for the week, laundry, cleaning, going for a couple walks and a trip to buy new yoga pants

Smooches

Bella ♥