Yup. That's what I did tonight. I had major cravings, I tried to fight them, but I gave in. 1 small bag of sour cream N onion chips, Reese's peanut butter cups, and chocolate milk. I think I packed them away in 10 mins flat. My gut hurt. I think that was the first time I binged like that in a long time.
Tomorrow, will be back to regular scheduled programming. I will be up no later then 7:30am, go get a few groceries (fresh veggies, good bread, ff lunch meat and fruit is all I need), come home and have breakfast, then I gotta scrape my walks which is a huge job as I live on a corner lot so will get half of it done, then clean clean clean. I sat on my ass all day today except for my 2 walks, but one of them included my stopping at the store.
I am hoping, if I drink tons of water, this effing binge won't affect my WI on Monday. I gotta hit up that low carb store to pick up somethings, since I am going to be focusing more on the low carbs and low low sugar. If anyone reading this can give me ideas for low carb things to look for, please comment and let me know.
My new beginnings are coming, I see my self at 200 lbs, I can see it beyond the horizon. Then I can see my final goal 150, it's there, I know it is, I can taste it. I will get there, I know I will, because I WILL NOT be over weight for the rest of my life, I WILL NOT give up.
And for a side note: Cute English guy asked me out for drinks the other day, had to cancel cause I was feeling like a cold coming on. Hope to go for those drinks soon though. : )
And GO SAINTS!!!!! Who Dat????
Bella ♥
3 comments:
Love you! Text me any time you feel a binge coming on - we can stop them before they start!
I overdid it with sushi (I blame Sadie) so today I chugging water like it is going out of style to get rid of sushi bloat.
Text me!
Hugs
Lovely Bella...you had your binge, made a new plan and moved on! Congratulations!!!
Keep the goal in mind.
The cravings were there all day. You know when you are watching a movie and someone will have those flash of memories, well that's what it was like for me, every time I put the junk in my mouth, the flash of my WIs going down would flash in my head. I feel like I'm hitting a wall, not sure why, maybe it's cause I'm scared of something....not sure. but I am in that I don't care mood today. But, I never stuck to my plan of attack today. Blah.
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