2010

So, what is in store for the new year??

Last night I treated my self to sushi (dynamite roll, california roll and cucumber maki mmm). It was a very unpreductive night, I reflected on this past year and shed some tears. I always cry on new years even if I'm not sad, just thinking about things, just gets me all worked up.

I thought about my travels this year, I went to BC 3 times. Once to Kelowna, Vancouver and then Victoria. If I could afford to go there every month I would. I have so many wonderful, beautiful just awesome friends there. It just feels like home everytime I go to BC, it is my comfort zone. ♥

I went to Yuma Arizona, where my parents have a house. It is very nice there, weather wise. We went to San Diego where I went to SeaWorld, I was just a big kid there. I love anything under the sea, sharks, whales, fish of all kinds, it was a great time away.

The later part of the year, I got a wake up call from my mother after Thanksgiving. She called me after seeing me and said, you know Jan you have really do something about your weight. This is the heaviest I have seen you. I burst out crying and hurt at the same time, but I knew she was right. Just hate hearing it from someone else.

So, I tried to figure out what was right for me. Over the years I've done sooo many different diets, plans etc. I finally found something that works and I can do. It's strict which is what I need. One thing I learned is that my body loves sugar and carbs. Taking them out, or limiting my self from them does a lot with weight loss. Every body is different, what works for one person may not work for the other.

I haven't been this happy in a long time as far as feeling good about my self goes. My clothes are getting lose, I have way more energy, I laugh more, I am becoming more confident. Finally, I can say these things and actually be honest about saying them.

Here is to 2010, where I am going to rule this year and totally rock it. By the end of the year, I will be healither, sexier and happier.

Bella ♥