Sigh.
Been thinking negative the past couple days. My mind is not in the right frame, it's waaay into left field. Can you believe the thought of giving up is in this brain of mine? Oh yes, yup uh huh.
I need to meditate or find some kind of freaking cleanse my mind, body and soul or something. I just feel like I am going to totally go off balance or go crazy or something. I don't know how to explain it. I just want to give up, and yes I know how good I am feeling, how much energy I have, now happier I am but still have this shitty attitude that won't go away.
I found this quote: "Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny" - Frank Outlaw
I am hoping, tomorrow when I wake up I will be in the place I need to be. Until then, I will feel sorry for my self, dust my self off and get my ass in gear for and give it my all.
Bella ♥
1 comment:
Bella my dear. DO NOT GIVE UP! Keep on going. You can do this and you are worth it.
Meditation is great and there are a lot online. Just google guided meditation.
Weight lifting is a great idea!!! I am pretty weak right now, but I was strong before and I will be again. You can do it too!!!!!
Hugs and smooches!
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