Helllooooo

Is anyone out there?????  It was brought to my attn that I have been slacking at blogging, so here I am Sunday morning up early, enjoying my morning coffee.

What first, hmmmm.  My weight loss has been up and down still, yesterdays weigh in was up 2.2.  blarg.  Oh well, kinda expected it as I ate out 3 times and didn't pick healthy stuff and all that crazy sodium which probably made me retain some water, but I knew part of it was actual fat gain.  I have been slacking on the exercise too.  This week, I will focus and stick to it, so I will see the dreaded scale go down.

Now, my exciting personal life.  Ha!  Right.  I am stuck in a place where I don't know what I want half of the time.   Do you let go of someone that you don't know where things are going?  At what point do you tell your self to move on and leave it in the past and try find something better?  The thing is, I need to know where things will go, or if they will go anywhere.  I have another option out there, but even then, not sure where that will go either.  Am I talking in riddles?  I do that, a lot.  Soon, I will hopefully figure it all out, get the answers I need.  Sometimes facing reality sucks, even if it might bring heart ache and sorrow.  We shall see.

Thanks for listening..........or shall I saw reading.

Bella ♥