Rejoined

I woke up this morning, thinking I have to give this another go.  Again.  

I have been down and out for a while now, eating everything in site, feeling sorry for my self.  Why can't I get this under control?  I've gained at least 10 lbs back.  Jeans in the waist are getting snug, my fat pudgy face is coming back and feel totally disgusted with my self.  I just need to wrap my head around this and do it.  It is tough, and hate having to face the music.  I will do this on my own, and will focus as well as I can, and take it day by day.

I am interested to see the new program WW is coming out with.  I signed up on line again, and just hope this will work this time.  I need to fight my cravings and hunger.  Hunger is a very uncomfortable feeling, but I need to fight it and eat more feeling foods.  I need to get a better understanding of how this works.  I never really understood it, as stupid as that sounds, cause really, it's easy.

Here is to a new fresh start, working on my self, and make changes for a better me.

Bella ♥